For David Lobenberg
Self portrait
acrylic on canvas
12 x 12 inches
Barbara Muir © 2009
(I did this portrait for David Lobenberg's
acrylic on canvas
12 x 12 inches
Barbara Muir © 2009
(I did this portrait for David Lobenberg's
June Paint Off in 2009)
You can read about it here
A fact of a portrait artist's life is that if there is no one else
available to paint, you always have you, so of course I've
painted and drawn myself many times. Some of these images stick
and make me happy.
When I taught Positive Psych one of the first things we said
to students was that if you don't know yourself, you won't love
yourself, and if you don't love yourself you can't love anyone else,
and you won't be happy.
This was not a popular idea when I was growing up -- loving
yourself smacked of narcissism. But in fact nothing could be
further from the truth. If we love and accept ourselves, the world
is less about us, and more about the people we love. It's when we
don't love ourselves that we go around hurting other people, don't end up
doing what we love, and generally don't enjoy our lives.
I credit Louise Hay, excellent therapy and Frank Daley, who
wrote the book Who are you and what are you doing here? for
helping me get that concept, and then of course the constant work of
quieting the ever present inner critic to keep the idea going.
Self-portrait: The Happy Artist
acrylic on canvas
36 x 36 inches
Barbara Muir © 2009
acrylic on canvas
36 x 36 inches
Barbara Muir © 2009
Self portrait at the year's turning
Black marker on Moleskine paper
8 1/4 x 11 3/4 inches
Barbara Muir © 2015
One more cup of coffee please
Self portrait
Watercolour and black marker on
Arches watercolour paper
6 x 10 inches
Barbara Muir © 2012
(this is perhaps the most me of
the bunch. I run on coffee, and
am not quite in the day until I've had
three.)
I've included a few of my favourite self portraits to underscore the
idea of loving the self. I know I'm lucky. I love my life, my work,
my family, my friends. Today I stand out in Toronto because I
even love snow (well I said I love February). No one is more
excited than my dog in snow -- I tried to make snowballs for her
today, but the snow that fell all day was too fluffy. Still she leapt
and barked and yelped with glee at the possibility.
Have a loving yourself day.
I agree, 'loving yourself first' is initially complicated to discern, but so necessary and formative. May your portraits of many mediums elude to your many levels of self-acceptance? :) Thank you for continuing to inspire us!
ReplyDeleteHugs to you,
Marilyn
I love snow too! If I were a dog I'd probably act like your dog, yelping and gleeful in it, hehee.
ReplyDeleteI also lovelovelove your self-portraits, all of them. Such a good point about loving yourself first, and then the world comes into perspective.
Thank you for inspiring us all with your wonderful blog posts and your wonderful art!
xoxox
Verna
Hi Marilyn,
ReplyDeleteThank you so much. I guess I just paint what I see in self portraits -- in the mirror, or in a photo. I don't know
that I am very many-leveled. I have all the critical voices there at the ready, that everyone does. But I think it
was Louise Hay who said look in the mirror and say "I love you!" At first that's hard to do, but after a while
it's like brushing your teeth, anda bit of an autocorrect. I will be eternally grateful to her for that.
XOXOXOXO Barbara
Hi Verna,
ReplyDeleteThank you so much. I love it too. I'm glad I have icers so I won't fall again if it's icy. But I love the look of it, today
the feel of it soft, and the weather much warmer because it's snowy, and it's about one million
times prettier than the landscape without it right now. In March I will be ready for that stuff to
go. But meanwhile my dog and I are in a kind of aesthetic heaven.
XOXOXOXO Barbara